Finding ways to occupy yourself when you can't sleep - Day 14
Wednesday night. This makes me SO angry. I know, I shouldn't be surprised, and I'm not, it's just that seeing it, right there in plain view, so openly expressed, is such an affront. Why is it that something so superficial, so much out of our control, is so important in determining how we are received by the world. Bleah!!!
In more important news, tonight will be two weeks since I had an entire night worth of uninterrupted sleep. Doesn't look promising for a good night tonight, either. At this point, if I get four hours, I feel blessed and call it good! I don't know what's going on, but it's getting a little old and I'd like to see it stop. Actually, as I said to Chris earlier tonight, "I just want to feel OK...normal again." I'm so tired of not being comfortable, I want to scream. Unfortunately, when I cry it makes my sinuses puff up and that makes my throat (and ears) hurt. You know it's a bad thing when you've got a sort throat, ear ache, and Aunt Flo and you can't even have a good cry. Can't have any ice cream, either (all milk products are out). This really sucks! (Don't you just love how good a little vulgarity makes you feel sometimes???)
I'm going now, not to sleep (although that would certainly be nice), just to take my 11pm dose of my antibiotic and pick up the book I started last night. It's "Shopaholic Ties the Knot" and it's hilarious. Light and fluffy like a merangue...just perfect for the insomniac. Night night, everyone. Sweet dreams.