I think we're alone now

Wow, it sure is quiet around here...perfect!

OK, so yesterday wasn't such a wonderful day, was it? As usual, breakfast fine, morning snack fine, too, then comes lunch and - hey, why not go and get something yummy from downstairs in the cafeteria? And, once you've done that, let's get some Chinese on the way home instead of having the prepared meal that was waiting. Why, why, why? Is it not bad enough yet that I've got recurrent yeast infections because of my diabetes? Is the fact that I can't breathe as well as I should even as I sit here because the size of my stomach impinges on my ability to expand my lungs not enough? What will be enough to make this insanity stop???

Yes, I could call Dr. Angelique back (she's called several times to practically beg me to do so), but I'm just not feeling it. I don't want to talk and talk and talk about why I eat when I shouldn't, when I'm not hungry, on days ending in "y". Please no more talk. Talking isn't getting me anywhere and it just doesn't feel right to me. I want action. I want to do things that will make me feel better about myself and my body so that I want to do the right things for my health. Not sure what fits that criteria, but I need to dig around a little more. Need to talk to TCB about it, too. I know that he knows that I need to change my habits, but I'm not giving him enough information to help me out.

Blah blah blah blah blah. Too much talk, not enough action. Go and get ready for work, Slacker!!!

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